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Sonic-TH-wolf

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Hello people there,

first of all, i want to show myself grateful for the people who are still watching me after months of inactivity. I'm still alive. I am still in a formation in IT industry. So please forgive me. One good news : I managed to fight against my anxieties and i'll visit in the next few days a psychologist. He'll then see, if i am really trans (FYI, in Germany, psychologists have to check people one year, personally i surely want to transition to female). My mum wanted me to wait some time and make sure if it's really transsexualism. But i am really sure that i want to change my body. My mother wants to talk with me, but i am quite sure that this end well.

Has anyone hints, how to make this end very well ?

So please wish me luck, as i have still time to meet the psychologist :)
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Girly Test

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Inspired by : amondemon.deviantart.com/journ…

borrowed from the amazing ~The-Authoress124 and I'm too bored to write anything that can perk your interest.. haayz~

[  ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted. (no, not yet ^^)
[x] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops. (summer, winter, spring, autumn. day in. day out I wear flipflops. only)
[x] My favourite toy as a child were Barbies/Bratz (Only Barbies, Bratz are ... i'm gonna puke)
[x] My favourite colour is pink or purple.
[  ] I did Gymnastics.
[x] I love skirts. (Skirt are beautiful. They make me feel free and fly <3)
[  ] Hollister is one my favourite places to shop. (idk Hollister, i'm German)
[  ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear. (Tight jeans NOT are the only jeans I'll wear)
[x] I love chocolate.
TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[x]  My hair is mostly always straightened.
[  ] I usually go shopping once a week. (Once a month)
[x] I love to hang out with friends.
[  ] I have a piece of real diamond jewelry (not ... yet)
[  ] I've gone to a tanning salon. (not ... yet)
[x] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[  ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes. (only male ones, but i want girly shoes so bad <3)
[  ] I watch Gossip Girl
[  ] I change my profile picture weekly
[  ] I wear a shower cap.
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[x] I would NEVER set foot into Hot Topic.
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[  ] I wear mascara everyday. (i don't, but i want it so bad)
[x] Bathing suits are adorable. (Of course, but they haven't to be too long)
[  ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat. (WHAT THE HELL?! Who can't tell the difference?!)
[x] Big sunglasses are awesome. (i like them, but they don't fit me)
[  ] I have gotten my nails done. (i want it really bad)
[  ] I own over 10 purses.  (not ... yet)
[  ] MuchMusic is my one of my favorite channels. (never even heard of it)
TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[x] I love to have other people do my hair. (Depends on the one, who does them)
[x] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends. (HUGS! you can't go to First Stage without doing hugs.)
[  ] I hate bugs. (My room is bug-free)
[x] Carnivals are fun. (i go next carnival as a girl, so hell yes)
[x] Summer is THE best season. (I love it, because you can wear really short dresses)
[  ] My swimsuit has 2 pieces. (not yet)
[x] Musicians are hot.
[x] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours. (if i ever get an oppurtunity, i do)
TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[x] I'm self-conscious.
[  ] My room smells like vanilla. (i work on it)
[  ] I don't do sports. (i do gymnastics)
[  ] I HATE to run. (I run all the time XD)
[  ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry. (squeal ? yup. i do it at movies, too)
[x] I eat dried fruit as a snack. (mangoes.. )
[x] I love romance novels. (That shit?)
[x] Drew Barrymore is so cute.
TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[  ] I dance randomly around the house.
[x] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house. (when getting out as a girl, then yes)
[  ] I only have like 5 billion hair products. (yup ^^)
[x] I love to get dressed up. (See my photos why)
[  ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends. (Hate calling people.)
[  ] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself. (I love it. See my photos, why. I am looking LEGEN ... wait for it ... DARY)
[  ] My parents buy me everything I want, whenever I want it. (I buy my own stuff!)
[x] I apply lip gloss 50-a million times a day (las a girl)
TOTAL SO FAR: 25

[  ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton. (Paris Hilton is overdress while sleeping ^^, so nope)
[x] R&B is the best music. (Every song is my favourite song)
[x] Horses are beautiful.
[x] Kittens are adorable.
TOTAL SO FAR: 28

[  ] I write my own music. (I don't write, i sing)
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii (yaay!!)
[  ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black. (I see my red door and i want it painted black ^^)
[25%] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
[x] I hate beards. (I hate them)
[x] I love to read magazines. (web-based magazines)
TOTAL SO FAR: 31

[x] I love to gossip.
[  ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters as a kid.
[x] I love Celine Dion.
[  ] My baths are 2 hours long. (1 hour, thats 'nuff)
[  ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned. (A bride, i am trans-lesbian)
[  ] I'm all about being vegetarian. (I wish, I really do...)
[x] I refuse to eat at McDonald's.(last resort)
TOTAL SO FAR: 34

[x] I LOVE life! (i love life, because i am going to be a girl, full-time)
[  ] I have a lot of jewelry. (i want a lot of jewelry)
[  ] I buy some jewelry from Claire's. (Ich bin ein Berliner)
[  ] My screen name(s) has or had x's in them. (idk, what you mean)
[x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed. (some cuddly pillows aka. hüggli)
TOTAL SO FAR: 36

[x] You like the colour pink. (yup)
[  ] You want to BE Paris Hilton (I want to be beautiful, not ugly)
[  ] You scope the room for hot guys. (Im bi-curious, but merely trans-lesbian. Where are the girls)
[x] You love the mall. (MAAAAAAAAAAAAALL)
[x] You love the beach. (A peaceful calm beach with palm trees, what more ?)
[x] You modeled as a little kid. (5 years ago, age 17, princess for some minutes)
[x] You love receiving compliments. (F*** YEA)
[ ] You've been to a wedding and loved it. (I want it ö.ö)

Total points : 41

/----HIGHSCORES :---[_][O][X]\
|- Sonic-TH-Wolf (Daniela) : 41|
|- amon-Demon : 13                |
|- Enchanted-Adoptables : 11 |
|- akitotaru : 9                        |
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Hello there,

I wish you a Happy New Year. Now in Germany (1.1.2012, 00:43), we have celebrated our new year.

My resolutions for 2012 are :

Male-to-Female Transition :

- Start HRT (already talked with psychologists)
- Loose some fat
- Enlarge Breasts (using special bra and fenugreek capsules (both things are scientifically proven to work))
- Get MOAR Dresses and MOAR clothes (SHOPPING!!!)

High School

- Get through their probation

Private

- Upgrade my computer to Windows 7 Ultimate
- Get more active on deviantART

More resolutions to come ...
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Hello people, i have some good news :
I am opening a group for transgender people on Google+. You'll be able to ask some questions for any transgender related topics. You can also have fun by sharing photos and videos (preferably transgender related content). Also, this group will make some regular hangouts, so you can talk personally with each other and show yourself off.

Here's the link : plus.google.com/10571661345576…

Make a comment if you want to join.
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Hello my fellows (Hey, that was a rhyyyyyme, LAWL),

i have some new plans for the future :

1 : Hormone Therapy
I have a definite plan for the next week. I have found out some more things to think about before starting a hormone therapy. Next week, i'll make some appointments with 2 psychologists for the next 6 months to get hormones.

EDIT : Appointments are made. To make this process faster (Instead of a year, only a half year), i take 2 psychologists at a time.

2 : Sewing
I will start sewing after two weeks to make my own dresses. I made for this one some definite plans, too. The first one will be a high waist pencil skirt and the next one is a one shoulder romper. Get and stay in touch for more. I found also some pushup methods and some natural herbs for breast enlargement.

EDIT : Pushup methods didn't work properly. I'll be able able to sew after vacances. Herbs are still pending.

3 : Connecting
I also found a group for transsexual people like me in cologne. In vacations, i'll get back in touch with them.

If you have found some good dresses, please comment with their links and sewing patterns. I am even open to some shorter^^ dresses and erotical dresses. Videos are also allowed.

EDIT : If you have some suggestions to sew, post them in comments.
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